Wednesday, September 09, 2009
@ 17:36
A special day of 09/09/09.
Finally after everything, im awake of wat i have done ytd.
yes i admit that im at fault.
but seriously i feel so pissed off last night.
u wasnt me u wont understand.
i try very hard to think that im alway not thinking any negative thing.
but sorry i cant.
in term of everything, i juz feel that everything changes.
at time i really feel so left out.
at time i really feel so break down.
at time i really feel like giving up everything ard me.
but i always hold on.
but one thing was i really feel so pissed off was everytime when i msged u, u tend not to reply me.
i have to make my tears roll down to make me feel better.
yes mayb i have done too much thing for u,
& u feel tat u cant breath.
in term of time i feel that if sorry could be cure, i would have gain back lots of thing in the past.
i wonder can i really hold on??
i juz pray for everything now.
