Sunday, May 31, 2009
@ 15:18
Yawn, it a boring sunday again.
so fast weekend is gonna end.
tml is a monday blue again.
anw tml will be a new Month.
which i can count down to my bdae.
is like everything is so fast.
im going turn 22 in juz 7 day.
damn fast alright.
but i gonna face it, cos even my age is old, my heart is forever young. lol.
bf went home at 12plus.
nt sure he meeting me ma.
oso nv reply my msg. sad sad.
ytd meet him at 5plus to his hse.
ard 6plus 7 took 180 to JP.
wanted catch movie.
in the end was like full.
last week go oso full. suay lo.
in the end was like no movie watch.
so went for dinner at LAI LAI.
sound so funny ok.
after eating walk ard there.
until 9plus 10 took train back home.
online and play game till 12plus 1am.
after tat went bed.
argh i miss my dear many.
and oh ya. ytd was our 2 yrs 7mth anniversary:)
LOVESLOVES~
Saturday, May 30, 2009
@ 14:42
Oh well, im back home from work abt 40min ago.
and is really very tiring for me wake up early today.
cos today should be a day tat i should sleep till late wan.
but too bad cos is my working saturday so have to go.
wake up at 7.15am today.
prepare and daddy drive me to ulu pandan.
rch there saw julianah, so went up to office with her.
and guess wat this is the 3rd time i work wif her.
hahas i love working wif her, becos she is chattable.
but too bad my working saturday is not work wif her wan.
and guess what i hate resident who stay at GHIM MOH.
they are like so unreasonable.
shit them, alway spoil my day,
but i don give a damn.
the resident was like so idotic.
the uncle was like wanted to pay for HDB loan.
and the HDB system was down.
told him he cant pay here, but he juz don wan listen say all type of rubbish,
nv see such a unreasonable ppl.
after he pay his conservancy still don wan go lo.
and the nx resident came in oso wanted to pay HDB upgrading.
told him he cant pay cos system, another idiotic, juz don bother to listen.
and who noe tat both the uncle stand there and keep talking till so loud.
like nobody problem.
really cannot stand this kind of ppl.
hur really hard to handle tis kind of ppl who don listen to advise.
went off at 12plus.
haha suppose to end work at 1pm.
but julianah ask me go back first cos i no need sign in.
so went off first.
im still waiting for my piggy to wake up.
hahaa miss him so much.
yawn.
anw i had change my phone.
still donno how to use yet.
is like so dumb lahs.
i need time to figure out everything.
hahas shall update tonight.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
@ 17:35
Finally i finish work le.
& was like so tiring.
but today i only work for 3hrs.
so still alright bah.
ytd night went for MPs.
i was like wth no typist.
only me and sebastian is typing.
and the rest of the volunteer was like nv come.
and every thing was like pushing to me and i have to type.
Fcuk totally spoil my mood ok.
damn piss off.
but i cant show my mood out.
bf came to look for me and get back his ring and stuff.
after passing to him i didnt even talk to him and i walk back to work.
Fcuk, it totally not my day.
& guess wat we actually can end early but still drag till 11plus den i rch home.
and was like almost gg to 12am.
back home, bath and rest.
play some game b4 i went bed.
tat bf of mine was like i msg him he don even bother to msg me.
so i cant be bother i went bed first till 3plus i sudden awake.
so i call him instead of msg-ing him.
cos i noe if i msg him sure nv reply wan.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
@ 12:07
im freaking boring now.
it totally spoil my day.
and of cos it cant be blame becos it sunday today.
im totally down wif mood-less now.
wake up at 10am tis morning and bf left at 10plus.
after tat watch tv till 1pm at the same time chat wif precious.
was kinda bored la.
really don like the feeling of sunday.
23/05/09(sat)
wake up at 10plus.
had a little breakfast and den watch tv.
ard 12plus bath and prepare.
was waiting for precious call me.
and left my hse at 1plus after precious call.
took Lrt to lot1 too meet Limin and wendy.
walk ard there and of cos is kinda bored over there.
shop for some item and ard 6 wendy went off first.
precious accompany me till my dear come and i send her to the interchange.
after tat was waiting for my dear out the LRT Station.
went lot1 to walk ard and took train to JP.
wanted catch movie but was totally full.
so we drop the idea of watching and went to have dinner.
after dinner walk ard again and left there at 9plus 10.
rch home at 10plus.
rest awhile and bath.
ard 12plus went bed and slp.
anw i have a great day wif my Precious and dearest girl.
and of cos wif my dear as well.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
@ 18:04
Well, im back to my blog once again.
work for today was totally a bored day to me.
and of cos i got nothing to do and i feel so sleepy.
i try to walk ard talking to ppl making myself busy but still im bored.
i have been facing the com for the whole day and it really make my head pain
but once and then when i get to sit at my desk it really make my eyes wanna close.
so i try go here and there praying tat time will pass faster today.
but infect the time is like against me. LOL.
lunch time when home to watch and msg me dear.
had a little talk wif him on the phone b4 i get back to work again.
after lunch walk back to office, and den here i got nothing to do again.
i went over to sit wif my collegue and sit there for ard 2hrs talking to her.
and finally tml is friday. but tml it will be the same day as today.
cos every of my work have been done, so i had nothing to do.
&&&& suddenly i miss my beloveds. they should noe who they are.
it have been ard 2 week since i last saw them.
& i plan to meet them tis week if possible.
as i feel that we are fading. no idea why im thinking tis.
20/05/09(wed)wake up at 6.40am, wait for bf to get change and den send him off to the door step.
after he left went to prepare and head work at 7plus.
whole day at work was trying finish my work.
and i manage to finish 4 division by today b4 12pm.
went over to manager room and let her sign b4 posting out.
had some sms wif bf b4 he couldnt msg me later on.
left office at 12pm and went home for lunch.
ard 2pm went for work again.
and back home at 5pm.
the whole day was waiting for bf to call me, until 11plus den he call me.
and i was actually asleep already till i hear my phone ring.
and we only talk for 3min and went slp cos tml he have to wake up at 5plus.
after hanging the phone he msg me again and we went slp.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
@ 12:52
today is juz tuesday only.
feel so tiring.
bf came last night and stay over at my hse.
& tis morning he wake up at ard 7am and left to his camp.
but 1 thing is he didnt even msg me.
feel so pissed off. & tis is not the first time alr.
anw im heading work at 2pm later and end work at 5.
is so tiring.
18/5/09(Mon)
ytd work was damn busy.
from morning busy till 3plus.
and finally i can rest.
wait till 5.30pm end work.
b4 tat bf msg me at 4plus and tell me tonight he go fetch me from work.
but when i was at the MPS den he msg me tell me he gg JP meet his friend.
i hate all tis nonsense ok.
watever related to yr friend u don have to tell me.
im not interested in it.
17/5/09(sun)
wake up at 9plus on sun.
send bf to the door step and ard 10plus.
bath and prepare. was so rush.
cos i need rush to bf hse.
and went to have lunch wif his family.
was kinda full ok.
can u imagine that his dad order 20 dishes,
and was like all prawn.
omg i see alr oso feel like vomit.
even tho morning i didnt have my breakfast but still im full.
im not a good eater so i cant eat those buffet type.
cos i find is waste of money.
after eating have dessert.
the dessert taste nice cos got coconut smell.
haha aftermath went boonlay market wif bf to find his friend.
but donno why they change place and went joo chiat.
cab down there and they spend the whole noon there at the lan shop.
but was fun ok cos i almost spend the whole sunday wif my dear.
left there ard 8plus, cab back home, actually wanted go home,
but we went plaza and den back to his hse.
ard 10plus took lrt back home.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
@ 15:48
Tis is another saturday which make me totally not my day.
last week like tat, this week oso like tat.
im feeling so piss off now.
i don understand why everytime i have to wait and wait for u.
and u juz don even bother anything.
everything u do u only care of wheather u are happy anot.
but u nv care wheather im happy anot.
IT TOTALLY NOT MY DAY AGAIN.
SERIOUSLY FEEL SO PISS OFF.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
@ 20:08
This is my hair cut:(
The singer MR JOEL TAN. LOL
AUNTIE SIEWBEE, MR JOEL TAN & SHIRLEY YEO
Juz have some nap not long.
was kinda tired today.
not sure why, but im sure tat im super tired last night.
the moment i wait for my dear to rch, and my eye is abt to close.
& he was still not tired, he was still playing at the psp while i play my com awhile.
ard 12plus both of us slp and wake up at 6.10am today.
as usual i send him to the door step and he left back to camp.
while he left i realise is rain, and wonder how he walk down to the bus stop there.
but he say he no need unbrella.
so i went back to slp.
juz nice went i wan slp alarm ring.
went to bath and prepare.
during work time eye was so heavy that it almost close.
and i try make myself awake by going toilet and walk here and there.
but still my eye wan close.
lunch time back home and watch tv.
and ard 1 back to work again.
i guess i ain't working cos my lunch is over i still sit inside the pantry wif my colleague.
after tat went conference room.
my colleague was have KTV session.
is like no government haha. cos boss not here.
my dear not booking out today.
so i shall wait for tml to see him.
miss him so much.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
@ 18:10
Finally is wednesday.
still need to work for 2 more day and welcome friday again.
work for today was still alright.
back home for lunch and went back to work again till 5pm.
ytd was a great surprise.
&&& my dear acting was real damn good. lol.
last night while waiting for him call me he still msg me at 10plus.
telling me he go bath 10min later den call me.
and i was like so gong keep waiting and waiting.
till i took my phone and type msg.
type half way and he call me so the msg wasnt being send.
if not im going to scold him already.
and he still ask me wat am i doing, after saying this den he ask me open door.
hur, my first question to ask him is why u book out nv tell me?
den he say wan give me surprise.
&&& i have been waiting for his msg for whole day.
he didnt even msg me.
after tat slp at 12plus.
and wake up at 6am today.
send my dear to door there and watch him leaving me.
same goes as today.
juz now noon time msg him till now oso no msg me:((
i miss him so much:((
Sunday, May 10, 2009
@ 13:56
My face stained by tears because of my fears
of those I love so dear but in the end
they were never really there
I lay on the floor
feeling as though the tears
will never end and wishing
that it wasn't even real
I look to the stars tonight
but they aren't the same
I ask myself if I die,
would people cry? or even care?
all those endless nights I've cried
now I pull myself off the ground
tears mixed with blood falling slowly to the ground
too weak to say I am sorry like a foolish child I sat
and cried, didn't realize what I had done.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
@ 22:35
Today totally don look like saturday.
cos is like the whole day i didnt get to meet him.
in the sense of.....
it totally make my day turn to a bad wan.
i try to understand, but im sorry i couldnt face it.
i understand tat yr mum actually don like u come my hse.
& i try to tell u b4 tat if she doesnt like den u don have to come.
cos i don wan her to mistaken tat i alway ask u come.
as simple as i juz wan meet u only.
not more than anything else.
but i was totally feeling so piss off.
i waited for yr msg, & yet i didnt even receive.
i try very hard to understand, but do u understand me?
i guess not.
even u finish yr dinner, no msg was been send to me.
yet u still can tell me u wif yr friend.
totally make me feel so piss off, really so piss off.
sometime my tear could just tear down so easily even is a small thing.
i really don wan quarrel wif u, so i try to pretend nothing is happening.
anw had dinner wif my family today.
have a gathering at CC for steamboat dinner.
b4 tat head bugis wif sister.
& bus-ed back to CC to meet my parents.
dinner end at 8plus.
went grandma hse and head back home.
seriously it doesnt look like sat.
cos im saturday shouldnt be spend in tis way.
but forget it ba, is the fact and i noe i have to face it.
Bye reader.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
@ 19:56
Im bored,
im waiting for my dear call me.
so long ok.
guess i gonna fall asleep again later on.
alright today whole day at work was totally bored.
in the morning was so nice to slp due to heavy rain.
but i got to wake up at 7am becos of work.
the moment i step into the office.
my colleague told me today i will be the nurse for the first half morning.
i was like wth, ask me to be nurse help ppl to take temperature wif they can enter to the office.
& i was like so hand busy leg busy (in chinese).
totally got no time drink water.
due to i wear the gloves on my both hand, i scare got ppl disease. laugh*
and finally 12pm.
i can take out the stupid glove and i put lot of alcholic to my hand to remove the gems.
haha sound so funny.
anyway is a experience of being a nurse for today la.
few week later im going be nurse again.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
@ 13:36
Omg, is such a boring day.
& so fast holiday ended.
and sunday oso ending soon.
tml gonna go back to work again.
so tiring man.
how come weekend alway pass so fast.
bf oso went home le.
later will be meeting him again.
IMISSHIM alot.
02/05/09(sat)
morning wake up at 10plus.
bath and prepare.
msg darling and tell her meeting her later on.
ard 11plus left hse.
took lrt to interchange there,
took 176 to batok meet darling first, b4 head to teban to meet precious and my dearest girl.
aftermath to market,
it was like so long since the 4 of us go out tgt.
we were like so crazy while we walking back to dearest girl hse.
omg, at first when first reach her hse.
the dog was so scary.
but after tat is ok already.
the dog was so cute la.
help to blow the balloon.
& guess wat 1 of the balloon burst and pop at my eye.
camhore ard wif darling first.
after everything is done, help dearest girl to make up.
and den is almost i going go off le.
snap some pic wif precious b4 leaving.
and follow by some group pic.
but too bad was i didnt snap any pic wif my Birthday girl ok. sad la.
i hope she do enjoy her day:)
dearest girl step father drive me to JE mrt.
and i was carrying 2 balloon on my way back.
i feel so........ haha.
back home rest awhile and bath.
prepare and wait for bf to come.
left my hse at 7plus.
and his friend fetch us to clementi.
dinner end at 11plus i suppose.
& den head back home.
bath and den went bed.
*Photo will be upload soon when i get from my darling.
