Wat a boring saturday i have. it wasnt look like saturday today. supposing today i should be meeting my dear wan. but too bad. boyfriend gonna book in tonight. which mean my saturday i have to spend alone:( qutie sad larhhs. but no choice, not he wan oso.
ytd boyfriend came and find me @ 11pm. while im watching tv, he was playing psp. after awhile both of us went to slp. and tis morning boyfriend went home at 11plus. b4 tat he told me he going go cut his hair.
Haish, i miss boyfriend alot alot alot. :( :( :( so sad larhs.
Friday, January 30, 2009
@ 14:09
Happy 2yrs 3 month anniversary baby:)
I'm so bored now,
took leave today as I'am tired.
guess wat i slp till 11plus tis morning.
if i got work today i wont be able to slp till so late, hurhur.
bf never msg me tis morning till.
i guess he must be busy.
last night chat wif him awhile, and he went to slp.
he told me he will be booking out tonight @ 9plus.
IM WAITING.
One thing was tml he gonna book le.
& my sat was like kinda bored.
cos normally my saturday is wif him wan.
haishh...
I MISS MY BABY
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
@ 18:42
Today chu san start work le. quite bored la. cant enjoy my cny le. tis morning was so lazy to wake up for work. and i was like taking my own sweet time. went work @ 8am. lunch time left work place and went home. bf call me after tat. was at home slping and until 2pm i walk to work again. damn it i walk over to blk 111 and yet wasn't open. so i was trying to call them and no one pick up. and i have to walk back to the town council. is damn hot and i have no choice but to walk back. damn angry cos tis wasn't the first i went there and they didnt open. nv open oso nv inform me, wth! wasting my time working there:'/ wondering bf booking out tonight? but he didnt msg me, so i guess im not meeting him le ba. cos he juz book out awhile and have to go back camp le.
27/01/09(tue) ytd was chu er. was waken up by my dad. cos all my family will be coming my hse to see lion dance. and i have no choice but to wake up and prepare myself. while waiting for the lion dance they were gambling. unlike me, i was playing wif my cousin & until nearly 1 den the lion dance came. waste time already:/ they say they will come at 11. but ard 1 den come. get change and ard 3plus den go out and bai nian tgt wif my grandma, and aunt, uncle. as we alway go as a group. went a few places and den back to the last place which was at fajar there. boyfriend came over the fajar there and find me. and den i went down to talk wif him, while waiting for my parents to come down. and i acc him walk back to my hse. b4 tat went bangkit to buy some thing and back to my hse. by the time was almost gg to 8 soon. had dinner and den play card wif bf. but he oso don wan take my money:( aftermath ask him take some photo wif me:) &&& he left home at 9plus. cos he got to go back to his camp. how sad it is:(
26/01/09(mon) the first day of cny. wake up at 7plus damn early. cos my dad wan leave hse at 9am. so no choice wake up and prepare. and go grandma hse for breakfast. one by one all my cousin come. and we start to play pokercard. until late noon ard 3plus left and went mummy side. went grandma hse, and not much ppl was there. was like so dfferent from last year. but is alright. one of my cousin was quite funny. actually we didnt really talk much. but he came and talk to us. trying to be funny. lol. bf msg me and den ask me go meet him. ate at grandma hse first b4 meeting him. daddy drive me to the blk and bf came down to fetch. went to his auntie hse & follow by his grandma hse. at tat time i was feeling so tired, i got no idea why. they was having steamboat, but i have alr ate & i still got to eat again. i guess im going fat this cny. got to go jogging. after everything, left his grandma hse at nearly 11. went to his hse first and bf send me back home. bath already i was really tired and i juz fall asleep.
alright i shall blog till here. photo shall be upload soon:) bye reader.
I MISS BOYFRIEND. & OF COS I MISS MY BELOVEDs
Sunday, January 25, 2009
@ 11:34
Happy CNY to everyone, including my family, my loves one, my beloveds and friend.
24/01/09(sat) ytd was my working day. as usual daddy drive me to work. but work there was funny. cos ytd my working shift was tgt wif juliana. we chat all the way, tho im inside the cashier while she is at the receiption. the funniest thing was tat is almost 12 and my cashier is gg to close. guess wat, GM came and she wear till like resident. and we cant recognise him until he push the door in. i was at there laughing all the way, cos juliana say aiya ppl close already den they come. was damn funny lo. end work @ 1pm. walk to buona vista mrt, and train home. rch home @ 2plus. rest awhile and actually wanted to slp. but too bad i didnt. so wait for my dear msg me and i went to bath. prepare le went over to his hse at 5plus. i was feeling so uncomfortable @ tat time. cos my stomach wasnt feeling good, & i haven been slping well. at tat time i feel so tired. i juz fall asleep at the sofa. ard 6plus 7 went plaza tgt wif my baby, went for our dinner first. and ard 8 plus we took 180 to JP. catch the wedding games @ 10pm. by the time was still early. walk ard and shop shop. after tat went for movie. quite a nice show i could say especially for those couple. tho infront is abit funny. but the words they say is like so meaningful. i find wat they say is like so true. after movie was already gg 12. wanted to train back home and by the time no train le, oso no bus. cab home wif my dear. he came over to my hse and slp. and left at 10plus tis morning..
MISSES:)
Friday, January 23, 2009
@ 22:34
Finally everything was done.
is like last min. lols.
work as usual today, was quite tired alright.
after work i still gonna rush home to clean my room.
from 5 plus i can clean until ard 9 den bath.
guess how busy am i.
after cleaning my table and cupboard all that.
i still brush my floor after tat den mop.
my back is aching.
and bf msg me juz now.
suppose he wanna bring me for movie wan.
as he book out today.
was so happy tat finally he camp back from his field camp le.
but too bad was i told him tml i got work and den he doesnt wan bring me out le.
he say he scare i tired.
i feel abit disappointed la.
cos i cant get to see him.
all thank to my manager who plan the schedule and tml was my working saturday.
TOO BAD LA:(
Seriously i really him my dear so much...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
@ 22:04
A quick post for today. just finish watching tv. and i gonna go bed soon. baby went for his field camp today. which mean tonight i cant talk to him on the phone. so sad okays. 4 day i cant talk to him. hais, but tis morning he call me in the morning at 7plus a.m. i call him back and talk a few sec. & he ask me go back to slp. so sad lahs. but b4 tat he msg me i reply him. after talking to him i went to slp. until 8plus a.m he msg me tell me he going for his field camp le. i guess he must be slping now. hmmm i shall wait for him to be back on fri. hope fri faster come:) k i'm going to bed le. goodnight reader.
I MISS U BABY! LOVESLOVES=)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
@ 13:43
A BIG SIGH... It sunday again. feel so sian whenever is sunday. cos is like no life. boyfriend went home @ 12pm juz now. i waited for him to msg me. until 1pm still nv msg me. i hate this feeling ok. if u doesnt wan msg me juz say, i don like to wait.
Thing doesnt seem to be right again. i realize many thing, & i wonder many time. everything i have say to him, turn out to be worst. & of cos i noe he doenst which to listen to all tis. but wat i say mayb correct or mayb wrong. i guess i will nv have the right answer from him. i cant see everything from my eyes. so eventually thing happen i might not know. after msging him a long msg, i start to think tat "is all my fault again" i doesnt have a strong heart like others use to have. i only have a weak heart which i couldnt take all those nonsense. " THERE IS ONLY ONE SENTENCE TO DESCRIBE" IN LIFE SOMETHINGS ARE JUST HARD TO DESCRIBE UNTIL YOU TASTE IT.
17/01/09(sat) ytd meet boyfriend at ard 6plus. went over to his hse, watch tv. lols. my body was aching. and was damn pain ok. watch tv till 7plus, went plaza wif bf. went for dinner, and den walk ard. went home at 9plus. on the way back home i realise something. but i didnt mention anything. or mayb i think too much? but the way he talk.... hmmm i donno bahs. rch home watch tv. and guess wat? bf went bed at 11plus 12. he still say he dont wan slp cos is a waste of time. in the end he slp. lol. i was awake thinking something, and i fall asleep after tat.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
@ 14:31
im so sian. my body is aching now. ytd finish work help sister to do pineapple tarts. im feel so lazy now. feel like having a good slp.
but im waiting for bf now. donno wat time he book out oso. cos he haven call me. how sad is it. hais.
my saturday is like going to pass within 10 more hrs. and tml gonna be sunday again. is like no life.
Monday, January 12, 2009
@ 23:58
A SIGN THAT SHOW BABY HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM:)
Hmmm i juz reach home abt 50min ago. today work was like so bored. due to some reason. i got nothing to do. & luckily i bring my phone wif me and oso psp. i play all the way. listen to FM all the way.
was trying to call my baby after he msg me. but he didnt pick up my call. i guess he have already sleep le. shall not disturb him. but wat i was happy is juz now he send me a long msg, after we hang the phone. all those word that he say was so sweet. & was like long time since i receive those msg from him.
seriously i really miss my baby lots. everytime when he's not with mi i tend to miss him so much. wondering wat's he doing. but too bad was this week, baby going for outfield on thursday and will be back on friday. just 2 day 1 night i still can accept. but the following week will be worst. he will be going outfield again for 4 day 3 night. worst than that, i cant even talk to him for 4 day. how sad is it. i juz wonder how the time will pass like?
anw is really bless to have him ard wif me for 2year plus. is more than enough. i shall not request more. BABY I LOVE U:)
i gonna go bed le. goodnight reader:)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
@ 14:07
Change of my blog song. i realize tis song is a meaningful song. when u really listen to each word they sing. whenever im sad, or im happy tis song remind me alot of thing.
It sunday again. seriously i don like sunday. the feeling was like so....
Im bored now. bf went home le. i start to miss him again:( ytd i donno wat wrong again. it was like every sat.. last night i really think alot again when he left to meet his friend. i shall not mention.
anyway is already over. i don wish to keep thinking. no point say much. i juz realize when he's wif me i donno how to treasure. after he went back i was like missing him....
10/01/09(sat) meet limin and wendy at lot1 ytd. went change the ezlink card and we queue for donno how long. walk ard and was waiting for bf call me. acc them to food junction eat. after tat they acc me to LRT. and i left to meet bf. went over his hse actually wanna watch the dvd wan. but i was like no mood to watch so i didnt really watch wif him. went plaza and have our dinner, walk awhile and walk back to my hse.
I realize my sat was like a boring wan. and it juz pass like tat. hmmm. let it be.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
@ 13:34
im tired. feeling so tired. ytd aint a good day. i tho it will be some how good. but it turn out to a worst wan.
bf went home le. im waiting for him call me. but he didnt. i donno wat to blog, gonna go do my thing le.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
@ 14:20
Im back home from work. so tired. last night i couldnt slp well again. is like the whole night si mian. lol. wake up at 7.15 tis morning. prepare and went for work. daddy drive me to work. i was kinda tired and bored. cos morning not much ppl. sit there oso wan slp. ard 10plus my dear call me. today he so early book out wor. now he must be slping like piggy. alright i shall blog till here first.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
@ 13:34
Welcome 2009! And goodbye to 2008. all those unhappy thing that happen in 2008 will be a past memories. to learn and to cherish everything before it all gone. i hope every thing in tis year will just go smoothly for us. no more sadness, no more hurt, no more tears.
last night bf bring me to town. suppose to meet him inside the bus, in the end the 190 was so pack. so i cant even get up the bus so i took 700 instead of 190. meet boyfriend outside heeren. and walk over to cine. suppose to catch a movie. but i reach there late so didnt watch. went to eat instead. after eating train down to city hall. walk ard at MS waiting for his friend.
after seeing all his friend plus their gf something came thru my mind. im not gg say here. went esplanade for the firework.. nice firework was done & of cos is watch wif boyfriend that is the most sweetest thing. boyfriend help me to video down the fireworks. thx alot! and aftermath we was trying to walk out of that places. the place was full of ppl. from esplanade we walk till suntec. my leg was like so sour. went to a pub at beach road wif boyfriend, and his friend. tat remind me more thing went i saw everything surround us. i believe there more thing. but i didnt even mention anything. cos every reaction he re-act was like so obviously. i believe he did hide something which i will nv noe. fullstops. that enough. after those drinking, bf acc to toilet. anyway i enjoy the night wif my loves one!
guess wat i saw zhong chen at there. he was like so shock to see me. lol. left there at 3plus. and cab back home wif bf. rch hm at 4plus. bath and slp. but i didnt really slp well. cos i donno y i cant slp. trying very hard to slp but just slp awhile.
now boyfriend have already went home. i started to miss him again. cos tonight he gonna book in again. suddenly i feel so bad, cos boyfriend quarrel wif his mum juz now. i guess is becos he didnt go home last night bahs. so sorry abt that.
No photo taking of me and bf. cos he doesnt want take wif me. how sad is it. hais. such a waste.
