Sunday, March 22, 2009
@ 12:42
Im bored now.
bf went down to bought me lunch and den he went home le.
so good of him:)
suddenly i feel soooooo........
last night i donno what wrong wif me.
i knew he wan go out, but i couldnt control my tear.
after he wear his sock all that & say later den come find me,
my tear juz roll down.
but i donno why he saw me crying and he was like saying he doesnt wan go already.
my mind start to think that,
i don wan him to think that i tie him till so tight.
so i pull him out but he doesnt wan go.
i donno what to do, i went out to the balcony.
& he came out and see.
after tat my mind started to think alot,
YA I NOE HE WAN GO OUT, SO NO POINT MAKING HIM STAY WIF ME.
I NOE HE WONT FEEL HAPPY.
HE JUZ DON WAN ME CRY THAT WHY HE STAY?
LIKE THAT I RATHER HE GO OUT AT LEAST HE WILL FEEL HAPPY.
sometime he really give me a feeling that being wif me he doesnt feel happy at all.
& tis is wat im thinking. some how i just feel tis way.
each time when he wasnt with me i feel so lonely.
& den i will start to think and think and think.
i cant deny im missing u right now:(
