Sunday, January 18, 2009
@ 13:43
A BIG SIGH...
It sunday again.
feel so sian whenever is sunday.
cos is like no life.
boyfriend went home @ 12pm juz now.
i waited for him to msg me.
until 1pm still nv msg me.
i hate this feeling ok.
if u doesnt wan msg me juz say, i don like to wait.
Thing doesnt seem to be right again.
i realize many thing, & i wonder many time.
everything i have say to him, turn out to be worst.
& of cos i noe he doenst which to listen to all tis.
but wat i say mayb correct or mayb wrong.
i guess i will nv have the right answer from him.
i cant see everything from my eyes.
so eventually thing happen i might not know.
after msging him a long msg, i start to think tat "is all my fault again"
i doesnt have a strong heart like others use to have.
i only have a weak heart which i couldnt take all those nonsense.
" THERE IS ONLY ONE SENTENCE TO DESCRIBE"
IN LIFE SOMETHINGS ARE JUST HARD TO DESCRIBE UNTIL YOU TASTE IT.
17/01/09(sat)
ytd meet boyfriend at ard 6plus.
went over to his hse, watch tv. lols.
my body was aching.
and was damn pain ok.
watch tv till 7plus, went plaza wif bf.
went for dinner, and den walk ard.
went home at 9plus.
on the way back home i realise something.
but i didnt mention anything.
or mayb i think too much? but the way he talk....
hmmm i donno bahs.
rch home watch tv.
and guess wat? bf went bed at 11plus 12.
he still say he dont wan slp cos is a waste of time.
in the end he slp. lol.
i was awake thinking something, and i fall asleep after tat.
