Tuesday, July 08, 2008
@ 23:32
juz finish bathing not long. meet my dear juz now. he drive me to town. had dinner at cine after tat walk to taka. wanna get my thing in the end i cant find it. so walk to far east. & he went to find his friend. at tat moment i sudden think lot of thing, i don even noe how to say it out. cos even i say i guess it will still be the same. comparing to wat ytd he say to me make me think even more. & my tear juz roll down so easily.
even a small matter i oso can let me tear roll down. after far east we took bus back to heeren and walk back to the car park. after tat he send me back. all the way back was like so silent. MY FAULT. i noe. he didnt say anything but every action of him have alr shown out. to him mayb nothing. but to me, all the way back he let me think alot. was rather feeling sad after im back home. tho the smile is still on my face. but it look so fake.after today i donno when i can get to meet him again. the hours of meeting was like lesser & lesser. mayb u didnt realise it. i noe even u nv get to meet me is ok wif u wan. but u didnt even noe tat how will i feel with all those thing. is like so so..... i would have rather go work than to stay at home thinking those stupid stuff. it might be stupid. but who's care. nobody care at all. i noe u have to acc yr friend. but yr time to yr friend is more than u acc me. i believe if u really think through u will realise it. =( bye readers
