Friday, July 18, 2008
@ 23:53
Finally im back home frm work. tml will be my off day again. schdule fer tis week was like so relaxing. but im not relaxing. feel so fed up tis few day. i cant find anyone to talk to. and until juz now i donno why i sudden feel like saying everything out. i feel that when i say out my heart feel much more better than i keep it to myself. i wanted to expose it out juz wan him to noe my feeling. in the end he told me tat he lie to me was want to make me happy. tear roll down after i saw those msg he reply me. well tis wasnt trying to make me happy. instead of making me feel more disappointed. i tho u were the one who will UNDERSTAND me the most. but i guess im wrong ba. u don understand me well enough. somehow i rather choose not to noe the truth. but im still as clever as u. i knew u were lying but i choose to believe it. until tat day i finally noe tat actually u were lying to me.
why my lifes alway fill wif all those unhappy thing. i have nv regret been-ing wif u. i alway wan the trust among us. but it seem that u don trust me. tat y u choose to lie to me. well tat enough of it. i shouldnt say so much.
nites readers.
