Saturday, May 10, 2008
@ 23:52
im once back to my blog. juz came home from work. and im alone at home again. i didnt want anything right now. but i juz wanna blog out wat i wanna say abt ytd and today. today works was fine for me. i tho today he will come find me after i finish work but i was wrong. i was still thinking ytd he didnt meet me today should have meet me. but im alway wrong. hais nvm. i noe to him i not the important wan to him instead of FRIEND. to him friend seem to be more important. i wont ask much, i will still say if u wan meet me den meet me, don wan is ok de. but u should noe how the feeling was like. weekend everyone is out unlike me im staying at home alone. i ENVY my sister they all, at least bf still spend time wif them, unlike me. my bf rather spend time wif friend den to spend time wif me. isnt tat sad. 9/5/08ytd went out to celebrate cuiting bdae wif my friend. finish work back home and rest first. ard 9plus took lrt to plaza meet them and den waited for the bus 75 damn long. i tho when he call me he will tell me later he coming over to find me but he didnt. instead of telling me he going jurong find his friend. while im working he still can msg me telling me tat tonight he coming over to my hse to watch the vcd tgt wif me. end up i was totally wrong. after eating junwei send us back. i was still so stubborn waiting for him reply my msg. and finally he reply, juz telling me he eating. at tat time i wasnt feeling happy at all. after tat no more msg from him. and i was like so stupid keep waiting and waiting juz to see if he will msg or call me ma?? second, min, hours, juz pass like tat and he still didnt msg me. at tat time i juz feel like crying out loud. i juz feel so left out sometime. i don see why i alway can arrange time juz becos i wanna meet u, but u didnt seem to be appreciate the time being wif me. although u didnt say, but i can alway feel it wan=( everytime u promise me thing u alway didnt do it. i donno how to change u. cos i noe u will nv change for me. i blogging here not to let ppl pity me. i juz hope u will read it and u will noe wat actually i wan.bye reader &&& sry for ending my blog wif a sad wan.
