Sunday, April 06, 2008
@ 18:39
Finally after few day of work today is my off day. qutie tired wif it. cos all the way was standing. &&& im lazy to go out today. cos i have no mood. Only my dear noe y. i have make a very dumb and carelessness of making my ring lost, while im working ytd. and i only realise the ring lost tat was when i was closing the shop ytd. i donno whr i have drop it. but i noe i cant find it back anymore. Im not as luckily as last time i drop it at sch and god let me find it back. im sure the ring is at the shop. but i donno where it hide. or mayb when i throw the rubbish i throw the ring as well. i feel so sad, & i noe even if i cry the ring wont be back anymore. hais.
ytd was a busy day fer me. cos it was saturday. and lot of customer. need to serve them and at the same time so many stock came ytd. we got no time fer it. All blame to the DM. came down & KPKB. tis cannot tat cannot. ABC word all come out. scare away all the customer. shit her. after she left. still need to take stock. was very tired. and i got no time drink water. even go toilet oso no time. cant even take a look at my phone. was a tiring job is tis. every shop close at 9plus. ours was the latest. IM SORRY TO LET MY DEAR WAIT FER SO LONG YTD. is my fault. cos i didnt reply his msg to let him noe wat time i finish work. tat y he reach there early to wait fer me to off work. ard 11 den close the shop. and i realise my ring drop it. no idea whr it drop it. hais. i really feel sooooooo sadddddd. after work my dear bring me go eat. eat finish head to my hse. while he using com i went to bath. after tat he was like a piggy lying on my bed.
but somehow. my hand was itchy, i saw his email so many, so i go open some and see. end up i saw something i shouldnt see. it make me feel more like crying out. no wonder i told him my ring lost. he got no reaction wan. i regret seeing all that. hais. I JUZ HATE THOSE FRIEND U MIX ARD WITH. AND THOSE PLACES U KEEP GOING. U LET ME NOE THAT ACTUALLY WITHOUT ME U STILL CAN LIVE...