Thursday, March 13, 2008
@ 17:44
IM SAD! DO YOU KNOW?I BET U WON'T KNOW. U DOES'NT SHOW ME YR LOVE, YR CARE, YR CONCERN AND YR EVERYTHING ANYMORE. TO ME I DON SEE WHY I HAVE TO DO ALL TIS THING TO YOU. IT MAKE ME FEEL MORE SAD. THE MORE I CARE, THE MORE IM AFRAID & SCARE OF LOSING EVERYTHING. THE RETURNING WAS ALL BAD WAN FER ME.UNTIL TODAY I STILL CAN'T FORGET THE THING TAT HAPPEN LAST WEEK. IT'S KEEP APPEARING ON MY MIND, CAN U IMAGINE HOW HURTING IT WAS TO BE? YOU ASK ME WHY I CRY? WHY DON'T YOU ASK YRSELF WHY I CRY? I BET U KNOW Y I CRY. I KNOW FROM THE BEGINNING OF BEING TOGETHER WIF U, I HAVE NEVER EVER BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND OF YOURS. OR MAYB IM NOT A UNDERSTANDING GF. I KNOW IM STUPID, IM USELESS. I DON WANNA ASK FOR MORE. BUT IT SEEM TO BE SO DIFFICULT, U SHOW ME THAT FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT TO U. U SHOW ME THAT WHEN U ARE WITH YOUR FRIENDS YOU ARE MUCH MORE HAPPY THEN BEING WITH ME. IT SHOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME U DOESNT SEEM TO BE HAPPY. WHEN U ARE WIF YOUR FRIEND I BET U HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT U STILL HAVE A DEAR.EVER SINCE U WORK, THE DAY OF MEETING YOU WAS TOTALLY LESSER THAN 1DAY. IT ONLI FEW HRS OF MEETING YOU AND I HAVE TO WAIT TILL NX WEEK. THE DAY OF PASSING WAS TOTALLY SO SLOW. EVERYTHING CHANGES SO FAST. U ARE NO LONGER THE BF I USE TO KNOW ANYMORE. WE USE TO TALK FEW HRS EVERY NIGHT, BUT NOW NOT MORE THAN HALF AN HRS. I BET THOSE PROMISES U PROMISE ME, ALL HAVE BEEN BROKE. IS THIS ALL THE OUTCOME IM GAINING BACK IN RETURN? IM TOTALLY DOWN WIF SADNESS AND FEARNESS. U GIVE ME FEAR, EVERY NIGHT. IF I REALLY MEAN TO BE YOURS, TIS WONT BE THE OUTCOME.I MISS THOSE MOMENT WE WATCH MOVIE TGT, BUT NOW NO MORE MOVIE FER US. I JUZ SIMPLY MISS ALL THOSE PAST MEMORIES.IM SORRY IF I SAY WRONG THING. BUT I REALLY DON MEAN IT WAN. I JUZ WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELING OUT. BUT SOMEHOW I DON REALLY NOE HOW TO EXPRESS IT. I GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO. =(
这是我们的结果吗????我真的不敢想...
