Monday, February 18, 2008
@ 20:33
hohoho im back to my blog, ppl must have miss my blogging right? lols. i have neglected my blog fer week le. should say tat my blog is rotting soon?? im quite busy wif my stuff right now. don really noe wat im busying at. project ba?? exam is juz 3 week time. after 3 week time will be graduate soon. ytd juz apply poly courses. shall depend wheather i can get in ma. last night wasnt a day fer me. i donno y everytime i have to make myself feel so uneasy?? wont blog much abt tis. cos i noe no matter how much i talk, how much i say, or how much i express everything, in the end nothing seem to change. i noe i had already try my best. and i already wan to chamge everything in to a good wan. but i noe i fail to do so. but i did all tat, i have my reason. if only u were to ask me the reason, im willing to tell u why i don like u to go there. hais really feel so sad. all i can say is my heart is juz so hurt, so pain. slp at 6plus in the morning today.
and wake up at 12pm. wake up awhile ate my kueh, and den bath. as my sister ask me out wif her. went JE to apply job, and the person interview us. and she call us lot of time telling us abt job. told her i will start work at march after my exam is over. after applying the form, head to entertainment. walk around and decide to go Chinatown there. was on the way to MRT station, saw yan ming. train down there and den went to bought stuff after tat took 190 back home. back home rest awhile and den went jogging. tml have a long hrs of sch day ahead. hence, today im having a resting day at home. due to lesson was cancel.
it have been few day since i last talk to my dear on the phone. but i guess he wont realise tis de bahs. but i have been missing him fer week. since last week && till now. although we did meet, but is juz a moment onli. the precious time is alway been taken away by others. i noe i got to be independent from now on, cause he wont be by my side fer the other nx few year. as time is getting nearer, i juz donno when he gonna serve fer his NS. juz wan to have more time wif him till the day he go fer his NS.
LABEL: I MISS HIM ♥
