Wednesday, January 16, 2008
@ 17:57
back home from sch le. im so tired man. tis morning wake up at 6plus. morning call my dear and off to bath, prepare and head school. was late fer sch.was on the way to sch receive my dear de msg. after seeing the msg he send me i donno y i feel so sad and my tear was abt to drop down. so i pause awhile not to reply his msg first. after tat continue to reply. hais. i didnt wan him to buy anything fer me. i noe he treat me very good le. that more than enough. tis make me moody fer the morning lesson. but still im trying to act as if im happy in class. slept inside class and teacher wake me up. 12pm went fer lunch. ate my lunch at canteen today. after eating was talking at there and den my dear call me. talk wif him awhile. i noe he wasnt in mood oso. i donno wat to say to comfort him. but everything has already happen. im not blaming u, but if ytd u were to listen to me, den i guess tis wont happen. anyway thing have already happen, juz look positive bahs. after break went fer mechanic lesson. was kinda crazy inside the class. but after awhile i donno y my mood change again. cos my stomach aint feeling well and my temper was like changing oso. after sch head home.