Tho today will be meeting him, but something serious happen. some how i really donno wat to do anymore. crying doesnt solve anything. but tear juz roll down easily. i noe everything have to face to face say. but i really donno wat to say now. im juz so sad, really sad. i donno how to continue anymore. im breaking down soon :( i need miracle

christmas day was spend wif miaozhen baobei and amanda pretty. tho is abit sad that i cant celebrate wif my love one tis year, but im still happy tat they celebrate wif me. at least i noe im not alone. meet them to marina sqaure at 2pm. everyone was late. but i reach there first. wait fer baobei at the bus stop there and we head MS to meet amanda pretty. after tat walk around, went yoshi to had lunch, and we were there to gossip other. i guess we spend 1 hrs plus there sitting down and talk. after tat we continue our shopping. went to look fer my thing and den off to vivo. went vivo walk around, by the time was already 6plus. left vivo at 7plus. train down to bugis wif baobei while amanda train back home wif his bf. sweet couple la. went bugis wif baobei, bought some christmas thing. after tat both of us left at 9plus. and i took bus back home.